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Failing to live up to the Biblical ideal of a spouse isn't unusual. This doesn't mean your marriage is destined to fail; but is does require confession, repentance and forgiveness.
What if you were to get a tattoo of the things you said most about yourself?
Nothing will derail your destiny more than disobedience.
How does it make you feel when your husband says younger women are more beautiful than you are? It's tremendously hurtful. Just remember that if you're walking with God, the more beautiful you become from within.
How do you deal with physical and emotional abuse? If your spouse abuses you, they're not likely to change. Insist on getting counseling. If he's not willing to get counseling, it's time to say goodbye.
Research shows that babies who are held, hugged and kissed develop a healthier emotional life then those that are left for long periods of time without being touched by their parents.